I am absolutely distraught over the degrees I go to in order to be accepted by people. I shouldn't be afraid of being myself. I shouldn't still have these feelings of insecurity, but the running theme is that I consistently run the risk of getting left in the dust. I really, truly, thought that I was over the whole inadequacy thing. I'm bigger than that, better than that.
Still, here I sit, fretting and speculating.
Don't worry; I'm quite aware that this is a phase and that this, too, shall pass. Just figured it'd be sufficient fodder for my daily blog, even if a little emo.
Good Christmas. I'm too old for this.
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